well hullo hullo out there peace fans! whats goin on?
I figured I'd come hang at the library for a few. just picked up Bianca's Present down in the old market ::grins:: (I know your reading this B). so anyways, life been pretty slow. I went out to my first Omaha area club this last weekend and like wow! way better music then my old haunts at the 313 (don't tell anyone I said that. ssuusshhh!!! ). not really much going on in my life the days. I'm writing less poetry then ever and for once this doesn't bother me much... maybe because there is almost no drama in my life anymore. no homelessness to whine about... or the fact that I'm not worried about when I'll get the next chance to eat... no fearing that people are going to rape or beat me up or kill me... it almost seems like a dream to me that I might actually be living. the only things I seem to worry much about lately is letting my past issues resurface, in which case they sometimes do get out of hand but I'm also far less panicky in dealing with those issues. moody, yes thanks to the wonderful effects of the horomones, but panicky: nay. I worry about the clothes I'm wearing (and I don't really worry much about that). I worry more about my roomate and my friend Bianca more than I worry about me, but thats becauseI don't have to worry anymore.
I dunno. I guess I can say for once with meaning: life is good.
I haven't got any gripes... amazing ain't it? ha ha ha!!!!
Keep it real!
well goddess... I'm still here.....